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Thursday, January 20th, 2005
3:30 am
Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
4:03 am
this is just awful lol....
I just did this offa Justins page for thehell of it and it was so awful i decided to post it. Sweet baby jesus!

Your Porn Star Name is: Dick Cocks

oh yeah sell many movies with that name......maybe I should just stick to rubbing my penis up on vagina, eh?


also check out my icons face....i love it....man if i look like that when im horny ladies you can send me home ill understand.

Current Mood: horny
Thursday, January 13th, 2005
2:05 am
So I knew something was wrong I could feel it. And I was right. I went home like I knew I would. No hanging out for me tonight. And my uncle died. Tumor. It hurts. Alot. I didnt really like many members of my family. He will be missed and he is one of the few. I dunno....fucked up day. My mom and sis are heading to New Hampshire friday....tommorow. Im gonna be alone and not know what to do with myself. This sucks. Fucking sucks.

Current Mood: Fuck You
Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
4:12 pm
So what is up?

-Our album is out. I guess. I havent seen much results yet and I am only gonna retain compossure for so long. Business dealings, even high risk, should run smoother than this.

-Three bands? A bit much but I do get to scream DRAGGGGGOOOOONNN!!! alot. so that rox. I think that since IDP is in the post production stages, the other two will flourish and get completed quickly....specially that one eh Zerial?

-Looking for a place to live. Tired of being home. Dont like home. Cant do shit at home. Need to go out and live. Become my own shitty identity. Fuck this shit.

-Work blows.

-I think I am gonna sell all of my personal possessions to get me money. Anyone want some shit? Its yours.


Current Mood: complacent
Monday, January 3rd, 2005
3:33 pm
Since Justin called me a lazy bitch for not stealing his survey everyone else stole lol.............
What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? I actually finished a project I started..IDP album
Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I dont recall what it was so....sure I did.
Did anyone close to you give birth? Cousin.
Did anyone close to you die? No, but unfortunately my Uncle is not going to live much longer.
What countries did you visit? I barely leave Jersey lol.
What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? I ended 04 with a bang, so all I really want is our album to be well received...marginal sucess is a big deal to me.
What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? June 4th..fuck you is why.
What was your biggest achievement of the year? June 4th, easily, my lowest moment.
What was your biggest failure? This is getting very repetitive.
Did you suffer illness or injury? Yeah, plus all the shit that I never get checked out...still hard to breath sometimes, and i think my vision is going.
What was the best thing you bought? Hmmmm tough one, probably my Digitech RP5...it opened up my mind musically alot and played huge on the creation of our song "Soak It All In"
Whose behavior merited celebration? Splatt on New Years...it was funny. So I celebrated it...lol.
Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Is this the best thing to discuss in a survey. Besides damn near everyone (jk) I think my own.
Where did most of your money go? Booze and the bank.
What did you get really, really, really excited about? Finding out our album will be released on a label.
What song will always remind you of 2004? Like Justin said...YEAH OK WHAT!!!! I blame Dave Chappell... he was pop culture this past year. Still he fucking rules.
Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? So much good and so much bad...Im "blah".
b) thinner or fatter? Thinner...yeah I was surprised too.
c) richer or poorer? Richer, but still cant afford shit.
Did you fall in love in 2004? In and out of it...in it again.
How many one-night stands? They turned into more than one.
What was your favorite TV program? The Shield is all I watch religiously sides Wrasslin.
Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? No I tend to hate until given a reason not too.
What was the best book you read? Henry Rollins book on the West Memphis Three and the Rise Above Album. Henry is an amazing person whether you like his music or not. I read alot of his shit, always happy with it.
What was your greatest musical discovery? Aside from some of our stuff (Synthetic Hell came outta nowhere), Id say..hmmm....Filthee Immigrants were cool, rediscovered my love for Clutch, I dunno...porn is good lol.
What did you want and get? My 6 string Washburn Bass
What was your favorite film of this year? Uhhh...hmmmm....this year...hmmm...uh uh uh nan an ananananannanauh...Riddick possibly, Punisher was sweet too.
What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? 22, I drank. And this time I didnt feel like shit.
What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Lack of migraine headaches.
How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? Fashion....fuck you and fuck fashion... I try to leave the house with pants that is my fashion statement.
What kept you sane? Nothing...I sorta lost it this past year.
Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Fuck this question...i am not gonna get the chance so why answer it and life in a fictious world with my head in the clouds.
What political issue stirred you the most? Draft...I aint dying for something I dont fully back.
Who did you miss? Myself.
Who was the best new person you met? Peeps from work are real cool to me. Other than that the same ol song and dance was still there supporting me. Thanks!
Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: I learned alot but ill just pick one...uhh...i dunno....dont mix drinks especially on an empty stomach lol.

Current Mood: naughty
Saturday, January 1st, 2005
8:01 pm
Clutch show, other assorted jumblin...
Last night (New Years eve peeps) was amazing. First time I went to a show on new years eve, and it was "The Mighty Clutch". Clutch is a great fucking band already, but I had no idea of their cult following. The show was sold out and their following easily rivals that of Hed PE and others. The tour shirt was great it says only Philly on it...our own special shirt! That was really cool. And they played a good hour and a half nonstop running all the songs together. Only thing i didnt like was they didnt play anything offa pure rock fury and didnt play "Escape from the prison planet". That is only a minor bitch though. Amazing show ranking up there with my favs, losing out only to Ramones, Pantera/White Zombie/Deftones, and Ministry/Anthrax. Fucking right on.

Kristin, was great seeing you again. And Steve you rock too, MR BIG FOR LIFE FOOL!!!! Splatt, your a dumbass but a fun drunk....hey you should remember your keys mroe often lol. Just playin fucknuts. WOOOOOO!!! 2005...YEAR OF IDP!!!

Current Mood: sick
Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
3:14 am
Help my son is screaming in there...."well he is probably on fire".
I am bored. And tired. And I dunno...something else. Happy holidays shitheads...i doubt ill update this again before christmas. so yeah. I love Jack Daniels. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Current Mood: sore
Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
3:17 pm
I havent posted in awhile so here read some bullshit.
So hi.

Our album is finally done. If anyone on here wants one let Justin or I know. I like the album, it definately came out better than I expected. Well rounded as well. Dont forget to check out the bonus tracks. As for everything else in life not much exciting news. Im fucking tired and feel like im gonna colapse right now. If it happens so be it. Bought a lot of cds and dvds as of late...the good ones being Pro Pain, Vile, Monoxide, Colton Grundy, Shadows Fall, Papa Roach (i was surprised alot on this one, very good indeed), and the new Green Day is surprisingly good too. Chronicles Of Riddick is awesome on DVD, great movie. KEEP WHAT YOU KILL!! I got a million more i still gotta watch. Im boring. I go now. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! Holla holla holla playah......holla back playah!

Current Mood: exhausted
Sunday, September 5th, 2004
3:15 pm
Bullethole In The Bible
-IDP's tune "FaceStomp" debuted on Soundclick yesterday at number 35 on the Industrial Metal Chart and 411 on the overall Metal Chart. I think If your reading this you should go vote for us right now. NOW!!!

-Went to Drac's Ball last night. Qntal or however you spell that name was awesome. I liked. Drank some beers. It was good. Nothing much happened there.



Current Mood: busy
Friday, September 3rd, 2004
4:12 am
Something Interesting As All Hell
So I am checking my email. Havent done it in a little bit here. Guess what. Some record company is interested in IDP. At first I had the natural reaction....this hasta be BS. After inspecting the website I was even more curious. The reply email was not offered on the site. It does in fact look legit. I should have a reply back from them soon. Best part about this is...they sell cd's for you offa their site. Now I know nothing is ever set in stone but Im fucking happy as hell about this. Wish us luck. Now if drunken Justin would get home I could tell him too. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Current Mood: PissedOffByWorkHappyByEmail
Saturday, August 7th, 2004
2:12 pm
Irresponsible Hate Anthem
Im tired. But that is kool. Some random thought time...

- After visitin GW I now have a Spiderman costume to go with the Venom one I wore on Halloween last year. Anyone wanna plan out a kung fu scene and just run around "fighting". Wouldnt that be neat. I'll let you hit me with your car if interested. Let me know.

- People screaming "I think your sexy" accross a giant room is funny. I still dont know who done it. Oh well.

- Saw the Riddick animation. It rules a fuckin lot. It explains the story of Riddick from the end of Pitch Black to the begining of Chronicles. And it was animated by the guy from Aeon Flux, Reign, and some of Enter The Matrix.
Worth a peek if your a Vin Diesel dork.

- Winning stuff is cool. I guess.

- I didnt get to go fishin this weekend. I was pumped for it but who knows maybe next weekend.

-Spike turning heel was awesome! I called it too so imma gloat aboot it.

- Psychopatic Rydas new album is fucking awesome!!! And on top of that they rip apart Fitty Cent's song "Wanksta". I love it so much. Plus it features a hatchet man with an uzi so that can't possibly be a bad thing.

-Also got Jumpsteady "Chaos Theory". He is the best actual rapper on psychopathic. And that is saying something since I like Esham the most. New ABK is good, get "Party at the liquor store". Greatness.

Current Mood: drained
Monday, August 2nd, 2004
2:44 am
I feel empty.
I zone out alot now.
I "wake up" not aware I am doing what I am doing.
It's like I fall into a "system" and I have no recollection of anything.
I even do this while driving.
I dont appear to be in any danger.
Nobody seems to notice a difference.
I don't remember things.

I think I failed again.
And it hurts.

Here are some lyrics (Dry Kill) that go with what I am saying:
"Now that I
Face the world with pain inside
Strange but I
Can understand the reasons why.
Forever is
A word that I cannot describe

That Died the time we said goodnight."

Current Mood: lonely
Wednesday, July 28th, 2004
5:08 am
You're a warrior of the land. avoid gunpowder and
take care of you're blade (remember blood
corrodes the blade so clean it often.)

What kind of warror are you
brought to you by Quizilla


Current Mood: ecstatic
5:01 am
Oh yeah...
....Brock Lesnar was in fact offically picked up by The Minnesota Vikings today. Thought I'd toss that out there.

Current Mood: ecstatic
4:37 am
Here's my answer.....its still fuck you.
I had an interesting night. And I feel kinda good about it. Haven't been the happiest person but now I at least feel sorta good. Does that make any sense at all. No , NO it doesnt. Oh well. Fuck it. What can I say "life is life" lol. On another note entirely, Work blows. In some ways. I love /hate my job so fucking much. I think my one boss wants to fuck me and since i wont fuck her she makes me go nuts with work. I know she wants to fuck me, she came right out and said it. the nerve lol. At least she is honest about it. Damn im smooth lol. That certainly makes for an entertainin night at the ol flower grinder. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! We make Ric Flair proud though. Man i need sleep. At least im in a good mood so maybe illg et some rest. night to the fuckers who bothered to read this far.

Current Mood: ecstatic
Tuesday, July 27th, 2004
3:38 am
- Hey if anyone female out there thinks she can sing Rick needs a female vocalist for a song or two. Should be fun times. Thought I'd throw that one out there.

- Had four bar nights last week. Lets see if we can't skim that down a bit to two?

- "Its my life to live my way so Ill keep daydreaming it away and who knows maybe some day it will all come true and I will get my way and we will live as one."

- "So George Burns is on the Oprah show and tells Oprah that even at the age of 97 he still can have a load of sex each night. When the show goes off the air Oprah approaches George and says she is interested in having sex with him. So they goto her place and have wonderful sex.

Oprah: That was amazing sex George.
Burns: If you think that was good let me rest a half hour and itll be even better than that. All you gotta do is keep your left hand on my balls and your right hand on my dick.
Oprah: alright

He sleeps and recovers and BAM!!! better sex.

Oprah: That was AMAZING!!
Burns: Think that was good the best round is still to come. Just let me rest an hour and then its on. Remember place your left hand on my balls and your right on my dick.

They have the best sex yet.

Oprah: That was amazing! Does my hands on your genitals stimulate you while u rest up?
Burns: Not at all. Its just that last time I fucked a black chick she stole my wallet."

That one is racist and describes old people fucking. I like it. ZIIIIING OF THE DAAAAY!!!

Current Mood: awake
Sunday, July 25th, 2004
2:59 am
just some stuff...
- Times have been very shakey as of late. And It sucks. I found out tonight that a good friend of mine's brother died of cancer. I felt bad since I had no idea, I had lost touch. Also the loss of Chris Hatfield saddens me. I know I barely knew him and all but it always stuck with me what a good guy he was. I remember the first time I met him he was actually looking for Justin at the $ store. He stayed and talked to me even though Justin wasn't there for a good half hour. To him I was not just a stranger. That stuck yknow? So I understand the impact and can only imagine how everyone else feels who knew him well. If there is a heaven I guarentee he is there. It makes me smile. As for all the other horrible things that have gone down over the past year or so, most of which I haven't touched upon, just grin and bear it. Life goes on, everything happens for a reason. You know I smile alot when I dont want to. I dont have the energy to. You know many times its inscenire. And for letting me hide behind that I thank you. We will all be alright as long as we stick together. This is probably the only time Im ever gonna say this but I love you guys. Now get back to being the crazy mutherfuckers I have come to love and respect. Ill be there fake smiling right beside you. Much love always.

- Although we don't have a tour date yet, Ministry is coming our way Octoberish with *sigh* My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult. If they would only play the song from the Crow soundtrack I could sit through them with a smile ("After The Flesh").

Current Mood: thoughtful
Wednesday, July 21st, 2004
2:51 am
ICP on tour with ......(wait for it)....MUSHROOMHEAD!!!! Also featuring Mack 10 and Anybody Killa. Now for those of u saying what do these bands have in common its simple. They both have paint (obvious one) and they both have been underground for many many years. SO THAT FUCKING RULES!!!

Also with Soil/Static X...is LoPro and Trust Company so enjoy that too.

other than that i got nothing and so i return to the mucky depths from wence i cameth. bitoch.

Current Mood: excited
Saturday, July 10th, 2004
3:54 pm
Hey an update, sure, why not.
-Never drink so much that you think of the Prodigy video for "Smack my Bitch up" and start singing it lowly to yourself because that video reminds you of your current vision problems.

-Throwdown..."Baby Got Back"...DL it now!!!

-UFC fighter Kimo is up shits krik without a pattle. He was discovered to having steroids in his system after his match where he got his ass handed to him by Ken Shamrock. To get knocked out in a minute flat by the submission specialist is kinda sad. 'Roids didnt even help did they?

-Billy Kidman and Paul London!!! That was great!

-"I GOT ALOT TO SAY I GOT A LOOOOT TO SAY I GOT ALOT TO SAY! i cant remember now i cant rember now i cant remember now!" RIP Ramones.

-In case you didnt know, Justin got the position in the cooler at work so now the insanity can begin anew. Might help out the band though having the exact same schedule. Later peeps.

Current Mood: content
Tuesday, June 29th, 2004
4:31 am
Liquid Heroine
So I drank. Again. And I'm cold. And getting depressed. Again. I feel empty. Alone. Cold. All once again. It has to change. It can not be this way. But I don't know how. Alone. Again. I am so cold. So beautifully alone. It will not get any better. This is the best for me. And I am still so alone. And forever I am empty. Missing. Burning inside. So. Alone.

I wish that was just some artsy poem and not how I really feel right now. Fuckin shame huh? Oh well. To arms.

Current Mood: depressed
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